| "I
can't believe you're tracking poachers while you're on vacation, Fraser.
I mean, I can, because you're a freak. But on a deeper level there's
still a part of me that can't believe you think this stuff is fun."
"It's
satisfying," Fraser said. "There are times when a man needs
the knowledge that justice has been done."
"Yeah,"
Ray said. "I get that." They were silent for a while, watching
as the men they were following finished off their alcohol supplies and
stumbled into their tents.
"You
know, Ray," Fraser said, "the Tlingit have a folk tale that's
very applicable to the current situation."
"Does
it involve caribou?"
"No,"
Fraser said. "A wolverine, actually."
Ray shrugged.
"OK. Tell it."
Fraser stared.
"You want to hear it?"
"Sure,"
Ray said. "I got time." He nodded at the unmoving figures
by the campfire in the distance. "As much as they drank, they ain't
going nowhere till morning."
"Well."
Fraser cleared his throat. "The story, as I said, involves a wolverine.
He, er, was lying in wait for his prey to come out of its burrow-"
"What
prey?"
"Pardon?"
"What
was he waiting on?"
"Oh.
Ah. Well, it was
a snowshoe hare. Yes."
"Kay."
"And,
as I said, he was waiting for it to emerge from its burrow when he heard
the sound of
hooves."
"Like
caribou hooves?"
"Yes,"
Fraser said. "Caribou hooves. And-"
"I thought
you said there wasn't a caribou in this story." Ray glanced at
him, the corner of his mouth turning up.
"Well,
the caribou is only involved peripherally. I didn't think it counted
"
"Fraser."
"Yes,
Ray?"
"Admit
it. There's no wolverine story."
"Actually
Ray, there are a great many stories centered around the wolverine, and
it plays a very important role in..."
"Fraser."
"Yes?"
"Is
this particular story, the story you are now telling me, one
of this plethora of wolverine stories of which you speak?"
"Not
as such--"
"So
I am, in fact, correct when I say that there's no wolverine story."
"Yes,
fine, in this instance there is no wolverine story. But that
doesn't alter the fact that there are a great many fine wolverine stories
"
"Stories
that you're not, in fact, telling."
"Well
yes."
Ray laughed,
an open, gleeful sound.
"Ray,"
Fraser said. "They'll hear you."
"They
can't hear me, Fraser."
"Perhaps
not, but if you persist in talking so loudly you'll make me respond
in kind, and they can definitely hear me."
"Oh.
Sorry," Ray said. "I didn't think about that part."
"It's
OK, Ray."
"Am
I bothering you? Cause if I'm bothering you I can leave-"
"No!"
Fraser felt his stomach clench, and grabbed at Ray's arm, feeling a
surge of bitter frustration when his hand passed through Ray's body.
"Hey,
hey, easy," Ray said, patting at Fraser's head. His fingertips
tingled on Fraser's skin. "I didn't mean leave leave. I
just meant, I could go home for a while, leave you to it. Your dad invited
me over for checkers in the linen closet."
Fraser looked
away. "You'd probably find it much more entertaining there."
"Nah,"
Ray said. "Bob always tells me Frobisher stories when we play checkers.
There's only so much Gorgonzola one man can take." He looked at
Fraser wistfully. "Close your eyes," he said, and Fraser obeyed.
A few moments
later he felt a soft weight on his cheek. His eyes flew open, and he
gasped; Ray was thinner, transparent, a bare glimmer of Ray that could
almost be a shadow on the snow, but the hand Ray was using to stroke
his face felt cool and soft and there.
"Ray,"
he said, forcing the words out past a thickened throat. "I can
feel you."
Ray's thumb
moved, brushing something off his face. His smile was no less radiant
for the trees Fraser could see through it. "I can do it,"
he said, and laughed, low and triumphant. "Bob said it was impossible
and I said fuck that, and I can do it!"
Fraser wrapped
one hand around Ray's wrist. He could feel the beads of Ray's bracelet
move under his fingers, and for some reason that was the thing that
undid him. He felt himself crumple, somewhere, and he shut his eyes
against hot tears as he felt himself being wrapped in solid invisible
arms.
~End~
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